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Now I realize...

Now I realize...
That someone who knows me well has a great power to make me weak inside, even kill me..
Yes, it's because they know every single thing about me, the thing that makes me laugh, happy or cry and desperate...

Now I realize...
That the only one who makes me stop crying is gonna hurt me and make me cry someday...

Now I realize....
That the only one who could lift me up is gonna lift me down some day....

Now I realize...
That I love u too much
So I give everything too much
And now it's like a boomerang for me
It step by step kill me inside..
And I almost lost my everyhting..

But...
Now I realize...
I've done some mistakes
And now it's time to move one
Stand up and walking away from this comfort zone
Not to cry for everything that just happened
But to start a new life, with a new spirit and a new dream

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